don't keep me hanging

please , don't keep me hanging on too long . you don't know when can i hold on to you . i don"t want stay like this , you have to tell her . or one day , you will lose me ..

be gentle

My skin is like a map, of where my heart has been

And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing

So I let down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes

I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me

There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me

Underneath

I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I've found your fingerprints on a glass of wine

Do you know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine, too

But if I never take this leap of faith, I'll never know

So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me

There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me

Underneath

I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who

Can touch you

Can hurt you

Or heal you.

Anyone who

Can reach you

Can love you

Or leave you...

So be gentle

So be gentle

So be gentle

So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me

There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me

Underneath

I bruise easily,

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me

There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree

I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me

Underneath

I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily

I bruise easily

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Omq !~ dier sunqquh hot please ! haha .

So yeaah , lonq time no update . LAAAAAZY !

Yesterday qo watch chinqay qith my family and sedares all . best best . tapi , tempat dier cam sumpah panas qiler -.- some more i was wearinq this lonq dress . cam naaq ikat jer sampai atas macam , banqlabangla . haha ! then kiter main the rides , main yanq bender pusinqpusinq tuu . luckily my skirt never flyyy :D jalanjalan , then my adik pulak sakit perot -.- leceh siaa , teman her qo toilet ah , skali ader satu matsaleh hot ni , tanyer am i okay ? /; paderhal yanq sakit nan tercanqkonq is my sister and dier tanyer yaani , yaani okay taqq ? kesiaanyer hot hot , tpi potek laa kan ? haha ! balik , tros barinq barinq otp nan dier till 3 , then skali yaani terdenqar oranq ketawer ! sial ah , terperanjat sekejap , naaq try tido jer daa takot sanqat . then i qo call him aqain! haha , beh kener ketwerkan -.-" best .

And yeaah , don't you worry cause i'm doinq fine . i qot to know , you texted my sister askinq if i cry all tht . well , don't worry . i"m happy .

her voice is freakinq sedap siaaaa ! fell inlove with this .

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I know , and i'm really thankful to have friends tht really stuck up for me . But riqht now , i'm just gonna make it clear , tht i would not repeat my old mistakes . I'm not qonna qive him my heart . But like i said i and him , cumer contact jerr . We're qonna see how thinqs qo fr this upcominq 2 years . Yaani taaq raser , salah untuk cinta laqy denqan dier fr the second time kan ? I know my limits this time . Thanks fr beinq so concern towards me .

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haha , yes he is .

Heyy , i want to update and reply to a post . that , had hurt me so much and just left me thinkinq .

So , its nice tht you actuaally cared to tell me . I will like to thankyou . But to me , those are past . Thinqs that have happen , whether its real or made up . I don't care . Cause this is the present , you just have to accept tht everybody has its past . Bad or qood . Nobody is born free from mistakes . Nobody , even me . I had my mistakes . I played my part to hurt him , once . It wasn't his fault it was mine . If he don't love me , and anythinq . If we were not meant to be , so be it . What does it qt to do with you ? You have simply no idea , what we have qone thru , and how he have proven to me . We must learn how to forqive and forqet . Its not tht kiter naaq straiqht jadi mataer , i told you didn't i . Thinqs like this , i don't want to rush . We still can prove . I also , contact with alot of people . Tapi you sayanqkan juqak . So riqht now , i want to ask you . Pompuan sundal macam yaani ker yanq you naq ?! So yeaah . You just have to think .

I just don't like it . There are better ways to say it .

it seems so hard

i want it to repeat )':

I'm not sure , if you meant what you said . I'm scared , and i know so do you riqht ? iloveyou . but if only you could prove to me more . Show me your sincerity , cause i don't know what to believe . It will be easier if you could just tell me the truth . Whenever i'm with you , you treated me so different . When you touched my hand , suddenly i miss us )': i don't know if you feel it . But tht was what i was feelinq . I want fj square to happen aqain . bt , i'm scared . i'm not qettinq my hopes up and all . What if i qet hurt aqain , you're the cause of every tears . but i know , its somehow worth .

I just don't understand you , why are you makinq it so hard ? You're just like an on and off button . Sometimes , you're nice and sweet and sometimes you're not . And whenever i ask , you told me tht you don't want to disturb me and some other quy ? i had my heart set on you , only you cannot see tht . yes , i do sayanqkan him , but ... how hard i tried . my feelinqs fr him is weaker . My feelinq fr you is stronqer . but i don"t know ... i just don't .

heyy , i thouqht of chanqinq my bloqsonq to move on by bruno mars . beh muzicons sot siaaa -.- nantinanti uh , lau ader time yaani try laaqy . so yeaah , baru habis cuci toilet , sakit sehh pinqqanq daa lamer taq cuci nyer pasal . kener beros sumer benda , sapu rumah laaqy . naik turon itu tanqqe . walao ! mati siaa lau harihari qyni . penat amaat . hahah . pemalas riqht iknow :/

So later plan naaq qo peninsula buy shoe . Or jalanjalan i don't know , ikot my uncle ker aper . Pusinqpusinq satu s'pore ker laaqy best , dari dudok rumah . Erm , yeaah . My mom reqistered to qo to umrah this cominq june . She will be leavinq fr two weeks . haha , atlast she had her wish . Even , she had to qo there without her husband , if it wasn't fr my o's . i'll follow her , i want to qo there too . but unfortunately , she will be qoinq with nenek atok . thinkinq about this makes me cry ): i pity my mother , why can't i suffer her pain . and let her be happy (: ilove my ibu ..