All this while , i realised i had been stupid . Stupid to love you , i realise when a guy whom truly loves me won't treat me like the way you did , even how much i hurt and did wrong to you . If you had really had loved me , you will forgive and forget . And , really see tht it was you whom i love , bt no . You are using the time and my mistakes to make an excuse fr yourself to go and flert with other girls . And i was dumb enough to think tht this is what i get after breaking your heart . Now , i doubted the love tht you had once given me . Do you do all this to your previous girlfriends ? am i one of the victims ? do you enjoy playing and toying ard with me ? cause you think that i was lucky enough to have a good looking actor to fell in love with me . Bt it wasn't the looks tht i fell . It was your heart , how special you made me feel . That was wht i fell for . Bt now , i'm not so sure if all the love you had given me was just an act and i was being foolish to play along with it . I thought you were different . You're using me aren't you ?? i gave you everything , my love my heart . everything . We had gone through alot together . Was my mistake really that unforgiveable tht you treat me like this . Like your spare tyre ? gotten bored of me and threw me away ? was i really tht sensetive and blinded with love until , i can't see all this . Tht you're using me ?