People say , let go of the past and look to the future . Well , its easier said than done . I'm still trying , bt i just don't understand why people say 'i love you' and not mean it . I don't want to fall for words cause its bullshit ! i believe in those words once , bt not animore . I realised , 'i love you' are just words . Anybody can say it , even my babysister ! what does 'i love you' bring ? hurt laaa sia ! people don't mean it . People tht are too naive , like me will believe in forever and i love you . There is no such thing ! one minute tht person will say i love you , and hate you like there is no tomorrow the next . This is really true . People like me , are wishing for fairytales to happen . things to fall down from the sky . Bt , not facing reality , because we are the one whom know best tht reality sucks and it hurts . We tried to face away from reality , bt how long can we do tht ? one day or another , we have to face it whether we like it or not . I tried so many things to make me hide my tears and hurt , try acting strong when everything ard me is falling apart . trying to reassure myself tht everything is gonna be okay ... how long can i hold on to this ?