very very down

I can't help but to share that i very very down ); I can't stand it being treated this way, being in the middle.I'm scared of doing what i want but instead will hurt others); All i wanted was for us to be happy , but it is going the othr round.. was this how it is meant to be? why, i must care of their felings when I'm here getting hurt all the time .But i know the answer....LOVE ); Love , is the reason i'm stilll willing to hold on. I just wish ,all this will come to a stop , and eventually ends): give me the chance to lead a peaceful and happy life with the person i love , and the person hu loves me..its just that, that is all i want.. ):

Thx dear :D fer cheering me up just now eur the best tao ^^ i lovee you so the very the much