I won't be updating my blog , as often now ):
Evtg , is frm bad to worst . I told you , i wan it to stop .. but eventually , instead of stopping it gets worse . I dunno , what to do . People , tell me to stay strong . But how strong do you want me to be ? i wanna enjoy being fifteen . Mama promised she would make this year the most memorable b'day ... yeaa , memorable hah ? This is one thing tht i will never ferget all my life . Whatever , the decisions you make , thinks its good fer us ? You , promised us you will work things out with each other . but this ? this is not working out ? this is letting things falling apart . Worsen everyting . Now you tell me , what else , cn i do to hold up this tears . what else cn i do to stay strong ? What else ? must i continue getting hurt likee this ? i wann all this to end . i really do . but this ? this isn't what i want nor imagine ): I guess , everyone , can't keep the promises tht they made . Even me . Tht shows , how imperfect we humans are ):

Syg , than you for evtg . Thank you , fer listening to all my problems . Thank you so much . I'm sorry , if i wasnt the perfect girlf fer you . Thank you , fer making an effort to cheer me up . You're the best syg ( : eventho , i was crying my heart out , you're there to cheer me up . Im sorry , if i dissapointed you . Im sorry , if i keep on hurting you . Its my fault , so you dont need to apologise . Thank you syg . I lovee you , and i will prove it to you .