i dun understand

i do not noe , either to be mad nor irritated -.0
this is just unfair . i noe , [insertname ] is coming back . i persuaded eu . Then , eu agreed ! tpy, i had to finish up , the things eu told me to . kae finee ! i listened to eu , i did all of it ! i woke at 0430 , to finish evertything up , so i can go out today . Now ?! when , i finish everything up ! what did eu sae !? NO !! wth ! i did house chores ! i mark my sister ass. Eu ? what did eu do ? sit infront of the comp the whole day ?! talk to the phone wif humever ?! eu go out anytime eu want and [insert name] oesnt , even ask eu to do any type of job ! eu went out till , whatever time eu want ! but me ?! i cant even go out ! on the day i want it ! why are eu so unfair ??! where goes , the responsibilty ? do i have to do it all fer eu ?! and eu just sit down and order me ard ?! im not eur maid ! why , cant eu do it eurself ? eur bz , i understand. but eu have to make time fer eur family . i needed eu ! as a person , tht loves me ! but nt , a owner , that bosses me ard ! im not eur dog . i agree , ii can help , witth whatever i can do . i tried to understand eu . but do eu understand me ? why cant , eu treat me like any other people [insertname ] treat their [insertname ] cant eu see , tht im realie hurt , at the way , eu have been treating me . dont eu noe , what i felt ? i respect eu . i loved eu . but , eu need to understand me too . haish ... i just , could hope and pray , everyting gonna be oke .

Aniwae , to all , i'll be leaving fer holiday tomorrow . I'll miss eu peole (: tackaires byee .

P/S : I wrote all this , so tht eu will understand how eu feel .. thts all . the rest is all up to eu .